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OUR FIRST DATE

I was very angry. I remember I didn’t feel comfortable looking at her.

I treated her very coldly. I felt there was nothing to talk about.

We went to La Pau Sat first. We sat down, but we did not talk much. I could see that her eyes were a bit sore. I suggested going to somewhere more conducive for talking. We went to LA Wharf.

We drank glass after glass of coffee at LA Wharf. She wanted beer many times. I insisted that she should not take beer.

I told her I’ll be joining my friends at a pub that Saturday while she’s in HK. She asked me to take her to a pub there and then. She said she had not been to one before and would like me to take her there that night. She wants to get drunk.

But we did not sort out any misunderstandings between us. She was evasive and not saying much to sort out misunderstandings.

When we reached home, we continued to talk on the phone until 4am. Around 2am or so, I lied to her (well, she chose to believe) about the nature of a previous relationship. After that, she was more comfortable talking about the other guy. She said a few not-so-good things about him.

She had been getting very angry with me even for the most trivial white lie I had made.

So she had asked then "Are you playing games or taking revenge ?" to which I had said "Why should I ?". Really, why should I ? Why did you have that kind of thoughts then ? Perhaps it's the case of "the pot calling the kettle black" - she's the one that harboured ill thoughts of playing with my feelings right from the beginning.

So I had asked then "Or u mean you were playing with my feelings ?" which eventually proved myself right too late.

I had wanted to meet her to let her know I had lied intentionally about a previous relationship - the first time I did that.

I walked with her to the bus-stop. We took a bus together. We talked only a bit. I alighted for lunch alone.

I was very sad.

I thought that was it – that she has a boyfriend and they’re still together and she’s going to HK with him. But she had told me they were going there in a group.

That night, I was again very surprised when she called me from Hong Kong at Chep Lap Kok Airport, telling me that she had reached there and the airport was so crowded. And she was going to call her family after talking to me.

The very night when she came back from Hong Kong, she phoned me. That was around 11:45pm. She had bought a "Hello Kitty" bed sheet (blue colour) for my sister because I had mentioned to her that my sister had wanted to buy that when we went to Hong Kong the month before. She gave me a Pierre Cardin (new release) wallet later.
I had asked to see the photos that she had taken when she was in Australia many times. I told her if I could see that there was a guy who was close to her when she was in Australia, I would give her up. But she kept putting off showing me those photos. I never got to see them. Later she showed me her Hong Kong photos instead. There was a guy with her in only a couple of them, but they were not close at all - in fact, distant. She also had the roll of film with her then.

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